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If Tomorrow I Don’t Come Back is my first solo EP—a diary written in electronics, shaped by the poetics that have moved through my body and thoughts over the past two years. At its core, it explores the vulnerability of admitting the fear of dying alone—or more than alone, in silence—without your loved ones knowing, far away on the other side of the world.
Inspired by the poetry of Gabriela Mistral—the Chilean poet, the foreigner, the other, the prisoner, the walker—If Tomorrow I Don’t Come Back is my personal cry for help in the face of the violence I endure, have endured, and know I will endure.
In full light. In full gesture. In full love.
And at the same time, it is a call to courage—a reminder that todo pasa (otra vez), and that we will be ready to burn it all down if we must.
Carmen Kleykens Vidal (they/she - 1998* - País Valencià) is a Hamburg-based multimedia artist, composer, and performer. Carmen’s work moves between electronic sound, immersive technologies, and experimental performance. Blending motion tracking, XR, and spatial audio, she creates sensorial environments where body and sound intertwine. Rooted in queer... more
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released November 14, 2025Composed by Carmen Kleykens Vidal
Artwork by Carmen Kleykens Vidal & Kim Gündel
3D work by Kim Gündel
Lyrics by Gabriela Mistral, Ines Boikot and Carmen Kleykens Vidal
Mastering by Candid Rütter
Special thanks to my external eyes: Jan Wegmann, Alicia Reyes, Candid Rütter and also to Victor Piano & Isi, Àngel, Lourdes, my parents and my iaias.